omg... im on and no one will talk to me
now you made me sad!!!!

I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breathe...
or am I the reason you cry...

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I feel... like you don't want me around...
I guess i'll pack all my things...
I guess i'll see you around...
Its all... been bottled up until now...
as I walk out your door...
all I hear is the sound...

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I left my head around your heart...
Why would you tear my world apart...

Always... always... always... always...

I see... the blood all over your hands...
does it make you feel... more like a man...
was it all... just a part of your plan...
the pistol's shakin' in my hands...
and all I hear is the sound...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I pick myself off the floor...
and now i'm done with you...
Always...
Always...
Always...

mood: stressed music: always by saliva

Hes what i want
Shes all i need
I didnt mean what i said
I hope she didnt mean it
All i want is for him to take me back
Shes all i realy want

I want him
shes amazing
he hates me
i love her
cant have him
cant have her
he would hurt me
she would get hurt
he would use me
we're not the same
we're not the same

I think that love is the only thing keeping me here, and that my family is killing me. all i have saving me is my love and the few friends that have no say. this may just be bullshit to the few reading this but i cant say im still okay.

I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see? It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that? I rip back, everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad? you feel sad? Im sorry,
hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife
it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I
hurt too, remember I loved you!

I've , Lost it all, fell today,It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
J-Dog aka The Flat Iron Chef:
I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every
time I Fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obssed with the
thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you,
it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked
up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.

Sometimes i wish no one knew who i was and could just run away like i did when i was a child. Gone for 3 days and they didnt even know.

wish mike didnt leave at 6.
we where having so much fun.
no where not going out!
im tird.
some one call kp
Im going to bed

mood: horny lol

yup... very borred, have no money no ride and no love... my life is soooo fun when you pull an ass pain, thingy!

yup im borred and cant stand to be vorred cuz being bored is ummmm borring!

yup... im borred! feel realy bad and have nop fealing in my legs and ass.
ass is from the 1 1/2 hour bike ride
legs from working 4 hours after bike ride!

yup... long day w/ mike, had lotz of fun... went to salisbury beach(noone there so we left) went to hampton beach but no one was there either... went to eat back to my house to see snake eat mouse, then to his house... wait scratch that some where before the beaches we went to wally world and bounced arround in there for a while.,.,., went to game stop. baught soda spilt it on me... i was all sticky and yah...... god i had fun!

mood: tired